You Say The Coast Is Clear But You Say That All The Time ...

I feel good that I've moved and that I have begun a routine in the mornings for Jake and I ...
I liked sitting by myself in my family room last night. Reading. Thinking ...
I like doing my dishes and turning off all the lights before I go to bed ...
I threaten that if he gets out of bed one more time he'll be in big fat trouble ...
I put up my shower curtain and swept the floor ...
I make coffee in the morning and drink it while we make our lunches ...
I love it.

But what if I can't afford groceries?
Or my rent?
What if I crash and burn?