Now I Am Going To Make An Orgami Symbol For 'Boring' ...

I feel kind of sad today. Not desperately full of grief, but sad nonetheless ... It's not that I miss him, really (ok I kind of do) ... I'm just sad that he turned out to be such a loser and I'm disappointed in myself for not seeing it. So I guess really what I 'miss' is the way I wanted him to be, not who he really is ... I really invested everything I had into it ... That was the biggest mistake ever ...

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I still am feeling pretty brave about my Drop Zone extravaganza ... Almost makes me want to jump off the roof with string and a garbage bag ...

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I have beaucoup of things to do before I move ... So excited to move -- I have the cutest little place and I'm so looking forward to it ... But don't think you're off the hook for visiting me all the time.

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I told you I'm boring today ...