04-05

I want to let out all the feelings that are inside me.
I want to feel nothing.
I want to scream until there is no anger left.
No anger and no scars.
I want to cry until I forget what I am crying about.
I want to go until I don't know where I am.
I want to be alone until I don't feel lonely anymore.
I want to stop moving until I become my surroundings.
I want to rebuild my walls and reinforce them.
I want to blow out the flame of my existence so that I am not living and not dead.